End of June already.. Terrible infrequency of updating my blog but then again theres a lot of stuff I have today so again I'm giving headlines to separate things. :P
The Answered Prayer
Yea some of you guys were eager to know what that prayer was I meant before.. At first I wasn't ready to tell most people because I wanted to make sure it was real.. You know.. It was like too good to be true I had to be certain I wasn't dreaming.. *_* But I'm already long certain its real..
So what is it? Some of you will have to read my previous post first to understand a bit more.. Apparently the very day after my last post, my ex girlfriend suddenly came online.. It was shocking.. Because for more than half a year after refusing to let me contact her last year and not in touch with each other for about 8 months, not knowing if she was even alive and well, she appeared online. Apparently without me knowing she somehow knew about my blog and saw my last post which was why she decided to talk to me again. And yea we started talking a lot of stuff. That was my first prayer answered. One which I have been praying for more than half a year. To be able to talk to her again. But then you know sometimes theres this thing which some answered prayers don't fully fulfill what you truly pray for. What I really wanted in my heart is to be together with her again in relationship. And it was that part which hasn't been fulfilled. She wasn't ready and neither was I. But I'm still glad that we are able to talk again. At least like friends, perhaps closer, like siblings. And I am grateful enough for that.
OMFGWTFBBQ $3k Internet Bill?!
Omg man... How can an internet bill get to 3k Australian dollars?!~ Seriously who would sign up for a plan like that? Answer: my very "smart" brother.. My previous internet plan last year also had a limit cap like the plan we're using currently. But the difference is if we reached the cap, they reduce our speed without extra cost. The plan my brother signed up for also had a 60gb cap. But the problem is that he didn't even see that, for every 1mb extra over the cap is 15cents charge. We went above the limit by 18gb!! Turn on your calculator and count the digits >.<
The bill was for 11th May to 10th June. The chart that records download amounts each day shows large amount of downloads on the last 2 days of the bill.. Seriously if I had any clue bout it at all I would definitely delay my necessary downloads by 2 days to avoid thousands of dollars. I needed to download some extra softwares I needed for my project at the time.
Ever since that bill I've stopped all unnecessary downloads. (Anime, music, etc) Phobia~ =.=
That bill hasn't been settled though.. Because my brother wants to wait for my parent's planned visit here about 2 weeks later to help us negotiate and stuff see if we can avoid those charges. Sigh... If its not emotional problems its financial problems... Although personally I'd rather have financial issues than the other..
Grateful to know my Urbies
Sunday yesterday after church we had dinner again just like most of the time we do. This dinner however is probably my last with my urbies. It was a surprise farewell and 'kinda' early birthday celebration for me. Although quite a number of people were missing sadly, it can't be helped. Some already flew back to Malaysia & Singapore etc long ago and some weren't at church so they probably didn't know. Some of the few who flew off I probably won't have a chance to see them again and I didn't even have the chance to say goodbye. And a few who are still here are also flying off to separate places soon and I haven't even said goodbye to them either yet and I probably won't have the chance to. But anyway~
To those who attended last night~ From the bottom of my heart, thank you for everything. We've only known each other for a few months, but yet you guys are like a family to me. It has been a pleasure to have known everyone in Daniel's and Ailing's Urban life. And I am fortunate that I was part of this wonderful circle of friends. And I'm certain that God has planned all this out to bless me knowing you all from the start. Let me tell you why~
God planned it all out for me and I realized it
I was clueless at the beginning. Why did I fail to repeat a semester? Especially on the very final stage of my education? Never have I before in primary school, high school or in college have I failed a subject and cause myself to study longer. And not long after that, my ex left me without discussion. (No the reason wasn't because of failing my semester) And I thought at the time, why did God allow this to happen to me? What have I done so bad to deserve this? And at that time I was still the childish 21 year old with the hot temper, violent and paranoid mentality which very well caused a lot of problems to those around me and those close to me. And God knew things had to change. So he gave me this series of emotional and psychological devastation like a sledgehammer on my head. For 2 months on November and December 2007 I was very depressed and very passive. Doing lots and lots of thinking on random things which mostly concerned myself and the past. So yea.. It kinda pushed me to realize how much I needed to change. Thats not all God had in plan. The reason He let me repeat another semester here in
Secondly the other good thing God planned for me was that he blessed me to have known all the wonderful people in Urban Life. Not only have I made new friends in church, but I was finally able to be closer to God again, after turning my back towards Him for the past 5 years or more. And I truly feel happy to have met everyone here, who have made my possibly last days of my student life, a sweet and memorable one. To all my urbies~ Love you guys! And I will miss every single one of you~ :)
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