Hell, its about time.. I have returned

Over a year.. 1 damn year since I last opened this blog.. That's a heck of a long time. And no doubt a lot has happened since, but I don't think I'll be able to cover everything significant the past year in here today. Maybe progressively when I recall back to it.
By now most of my friends who have linked me or know my blog before would have thought my blog is dead. If you guys thought you couldn't read my blog because you weren't invited, don't feel bad. I closed it, no one else but me alone could see it. And taking advantage of the fact I feigned my blog's death, I revived it without announcing so I would know who are truely interested to know me better. Because as far as I've noticed in my 20 year old past, most tend to not have interest in knowing me. I might be plain, I might be unapproachable, people have different perspectives towards me, but the fact remains that many things keep buzzing in my head every minute and they just don't notice it.

Blog Changes
Actually not much I've changed. I've been rigging the errors here and there in my office you know, so not much time could be spent. As you may have noticed I've used people's fan art of Gaara as my new background image. The old image went missing. I tried modifying it in photoshop so it does not interfere with the texts to be hard to see, but I couldn't find an image hosting site which doesn't resize my uploads to a smaller version. So I had to stick with the available one for now. At first I intended to take Hyuuga Hinata as my background character image because if there was a girl I'd fall for its a girl with a personality like hers. But then again I thought this blog needs to resemble me. So I thought for awhile, that if I were to be matched with an anime character, to whom would my personality match with. In the end i found its Gaara. Hes not exactly my top favourite character, but he certainly resembles me alot. Basing on his current status than his past, he is strong in physical strength, he will protect those he loves with his life, when you piss him off to the max, he can be your worst nightmare as if you're looking straight in eye of the death reaper. He has lived his life quite lonely in heart, just as mine. And the most noticeable would be the chinese word of "Love" on his forehead, indicating his great desire for love which was a luxury he could never attain in his life. For these characteristics I picked him as the closest resemblance to me.
Besides the background image there isn't really much I've changed, besides adding the "stalkers" section.. heheh.. please don't get offended guys, its just for gigs.. I have still yet to know what it does and how it works though.
Now since were still talking about my blog, I feel its important I state some reasons as to why I did not announce my blog reopening to those who found this again.
1. Its my dairy, as the title said, journal. Its not actually meant for anyone specific to read. The web address however is simple enough for people who know me to guess the address.
2. I did not limit this blog to invited people only because I am the kind of person who will only open up to people who sincerely want to know me. And if you have read this far, I'm glad to have you as a friend.
3. Hell, this is the only place on earth and cyberspace where I can go all out on my thoughts, why should I let immature people who misunderstand me so easily and turn me to be their enemy of their kingdom misuse my thoughts here as tools for their benefit against me?

I shall stop here for now, gotta get back to work. Might continue down this post later.